Soul Calibur lovers?
Anybody? :)

Cutie :D Just like we are^^


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My hard-disk needs back-up:

Apostasy
Draconian
Lilitu
Solefald
Tehni
The heretic
Crown Of Autumn
Shape Of Despair
Demons of Guillotine (* Russian black-metal stuff, worth listening)

Mortum was kind to bring me that;)

I had wanted to go roller-skating, but Mortum crushed this plan by offering to go to the city centre (thanks God it wasn't so boiling hot outside!). His is missing Julia and I've caught this wistful mood too =/   

These days are harmonious and 'sweeeeeeeeet:)' I try to collect some thoughts in the head but all that I've achieved is making plans without fulfiling 'em:))

I need to finish cross-stiching (a birthday present). Yes. I need. 

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Well, in order not to be dull, I've made a translation (practice before studying! :D)

- <…> I have a photo which I haven’t shown. It was made it Moscow Zoo. There I’m standing with a red hare-rabbit in my hands.
- Indeed a  ‘hare-rabbit’?!
- I don’t know for sure whether he was a hare or a rabbit. Animal itself… Living in a zoo, selling his body: for money you could take it, stroke and squeeze.
- Usual prostitution! – I laughed.
- Yeah… And for extra payment you could take a photo with him. There I did. And hid a photo. Never show anybody.
- Too risky ‘twas? – I made a fun. – The hare is naked and in black stockings?
- Hell, no, - Lida frowned. – The hare is OK. A well-fed, big-eared, fluffy dude… Simply, my face on the photo is too sweet. The happy snoot, almost childish…
-  I got it. A defenseless smile, bunny in hands, baby talking – a shame! Never show whatever happens! Shall we?
- That’s it, - Lida sighed. – What does it lead to? We want to seem worse than we are?
- Probably no. Not exactly. Nothing  about ‘we want’. Just embarrassing…
- Are embarrassed to show best of us,?
- Yep, that’s closer to the point.
- And how! We have realized at the same time , the we need to seem clever, ironical, prudent, cold-blood little bastards. But… Aren’t we that kind of?
- Sure we are not. We are tender, sentimental, sensitive, ephemeral pieces of internal structure. We are – oh jeez! – good and kind. It’s a shame to admit that.

 

 

 

*As you can see, a dialog in Russian grammar looks this way. I’m too lazy to put any quotation marks instead of dashes. Hope the text’s understandable anyway.

The text is shortened.

Today I was on anime-party in 'City'club... and it cost double much it deserved. I appreciate work of leoparde and lanfir_meruru but if L2 PartyGroup had reduced the price to 100 rubles (instead of 200), more people would have come.

But after that.... oh gosh, I've found THIS:



Other purchases will fleece me of lotsa money, though it's worth it. Let me explain:


' In this dark neo-classical album from Russia, Anton Brejestovski's music speaks through Britain's best poets about human passions - love and beauty, death and sadness ' (c)

I adore their master-pieces and respect SOYUZ for releasing their albums (only French 'Prikosnovenie' did that, therefore it was impossibleto buy any CDs). Previously, the group put Tolkien's stories on music but now they turned their creative work to English-speaking poets. 

I strongly recommend this magnificent band to those who like graceful and a bit melancholic melodies. Inna's voice is passionate and her manner of singing is overwhelmingly beautiful.

The official site: http://caprice-music.com/
And this song is the most suitable for the first acquaintance with the group (availiable to download) http://mp3.caprice-music.com/ss_sister.mp3

Well, darkdiary.ru isn't working now but I do want to lock in my emotions somewhere.

And I'm happy.
Amused and delighted ^____^
That's because .... *yeeeeeeeeeeep* :))
Well, okay, perhaps my destination is to study as hard as I can, but I feel that restoring our relationships with Lord after more than a year time-out pleases me much more... Nodoby thought it was possible. Even neither of us did :) But still...

I don't have a boy-friend ((I don't want _to have_ someone as we are not each other's property))
yet I'm with the person to whom I may give all this love and tenderness inside me 
with whom I feel myself 'where i belong' and he does the same.

This is the harmony I've been longing for so long...
:)


And I almost forgot - Lord had caught a frog and presented me. When I was picked up by my Dad to take me home, the frog jumped off my hands and hid in the car:)) We had been searching for it after the midnight for an hour ^_____^ Daddy even left behind all his swearing about my late returning :))

 

-          Are you sure that you can learn how to fly with this way?

-          No. I’m not. On the contrary, I suspect it to be a foolish pastime.

-          And then what do you need this for? If you know it’s useless!

-          How shall I say… because apart from this I know many other things and here is the one – if you have found yourself in darkness and see at least the weakest ray of light, you ought to follow it instead thinking whether it makes any sense or not. Perhaps, it really doesn’t. But sitting in the darkness doesn’t make any sense in any case. See the difference?

(Pelevin)  

Translation is mine.

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It occured to me that while making love I become kinda sport commentator and a cinema critic. Something in the middle.
Succede. Quale impressioni avete?

Well... I've been some time out.
Firstly *yes, that is the first point!* today I had an English exam (speaking and reading). I am still trying to 'win' a vacant place (if any) in the Department Of Foreign Languages for free (Italian is brilliant, though I might save LOTSA money... And spend them on learning it anyway. I've made a promise ~_^ )
And I scored 92 out of 100. Above _all_ expectations, I must say! However, it was stupid of me to forget the part of a task. I admit. Also I mixed up propositions (HATE 'EM!!!). Otherwise the speed of speech is suffering. Though I can bet that my examinators almost loved me for my passionate enunciation ^____^ At least we made a fun and indeed an enjoyable conversation! I was told I'm following the discussion brilliantly. *proudly*
All in all, I'm not the one who is able to speak English that nice:), therefore I need to do __my best__ to get 100 of 100 in writing and this'll be over at 22nd.

~dreams, dreams^^

Jeez... This *is* a challenge! One of the most significant. I'm ready to take it - today I've proved myself worthy;)

And, yep, the second... ^___^ Um... My 'private' life is experiencing something veeeeery unusual ... Ivan almost shoked me with his 'revelations':) I swear he tries to look worse than he is, but finally I understood how much he needs __love__
Before he's seemed almost invulnerable in such cases.
But still...
He wonders why I'm staying with him this hard times through.

~ And lie together nearby the fire-place... Unforgettable!

~ And I re-read Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince :) I bought this book in Prague just a year ago. It cost a fortune coz it was Bloomsbury's. Yet i do not regret. And will _never_ try Russian official translation of the sixth one. It's always pathetic. I've compared the third book - throwing out parts of sentences makes it look like a 'free retelling' :(